next post may or may [not] reference “with or without you”
you’ll find it on the walls of the cave
The same person inquired about my style. Both questions were left unanswered in the moment. Style is kind of an eclectic longing for a return to classic design. Anyone remember Abercrombie before the marketers got a hold of that brand? Now if the craving hits, Athleta is my go-to for ideas and satiation ultimately holding out for the long term vision. In a word… comfy.
About the shows though. The pham would call such variables excuses and this I have finally reconciled but Halloween with HORNs. Need say more? It was an unspoken agreement among my crew to disperse after a peak which still stands tall beside some of the best in years to come. We all felt a sense of responsibility to both finding a career path and investing what little disposal income we had locally. The other side of it was lack of moderation in practice and theory, all or nothing. It still gets me but that drive for perfectionism and how to choose battles becomes more obvious with age. Technology helps too somewhat. On one hand, we can be a part of in some cases and listen to a show within minutes of when it transpires but this dynamic makes hitting the road at all costs that much more enticing. Ahhh, Bangor! It doesn’t seem possible today but the magnetism is growing stronger. The story was complete in 1995 or so I told myself. Was that sense of finality a protective mental construct or a true reaction to being fully satiated? Even today I still don’t feel as though a whole tour has been earned but now there’s a reason beyond personal satisfaction, Penny Lane with a purpose perhaps?
It’s all about falling in love with yourself and sharing that love with someone who appreciates you, rather than looking for love to compensate for a self love deficit.”
— Eartha Kitt
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